27. God Didn't Give Up on Me (w/ Steven Barnes)

Jesus Loves Addicts

Special Guest: Steven Barnes
Hosted by: Paul Del Giudice and Kathryn Kihyet Beatty
Sponsored by: America's Thrift Stores
Produced by: Home of Grace

Steven shares his powerful journey through addiction and recovery, emphasizing the importance of hope, community, and resilience. He recounts his initial success in life, thriving in his career and personal endeavors. However, his struggles with alcohol and crack cocaine led to a downward spiral, resulting in moments of despair and ultimately leaving him homeless. Despite hitting rock bottom, Steven found the transformative power of faith and support. His story highlights the significance of humility and the need for ongoing accountability in recovery. Remember, you are not alone in this journey. Reach out for help and support from Home of Grace by calling 833-55-GRACE or visiting homeofgrace.org. Healing and hope are always within reach.

Steven's Intro and 30-Second Testimony (00:00:00)
Steven reflects on a pivotal moment in his life while panhandling, questioning his worth and receiving a message of hope.

Steven's Background (00:01:13)
Steven introduces himself, sharing his struggles with addiction and his current role in helping others.

Steven's Early Life (00:02:53)
Steven discusses his upbringing, family dynamics, and early exposure to addiction in his family.

Influence of His Stepdad (00:04:04)
Reflecting on the impact of his stepfather's alcoholism and how it shaped his understanding of alcohol.

First Experiences with Alcohol (00:06:34)
Steven shares his introduction to drinking and how it became normalized in his teenage years.

Dabbling with Drugs (00:10:11)
Discussing his experimentation with cocaine during high school and the progression of his addiction.

Cycle of DUIs (00:10:53)
Steven recounts his history of driving under the influence and his denial of addiction.

Functioning Addiction (00:12:02)
Describing how he maintained a professional life while struggling with addiction.

Family Life and Addiction (00:13:36)
Discussing the dynamics of his marriage and how his addiction affected his family.

Addiction Escalation (00:17:19)
He discusses the progression of his crack cocaine use from weekends to almost daily.

Job Loss and Shame (00:18:07)
Steven reveals how his drug use led to his termination from a job he valued.

First Treatment Experience (00:20:53)
Steven recounts his first treatment stint and his mindset upon leaving.

Profound Conversion Moment (00:24:47)
He describes his transformative experience accepting Christ during a vulnerable moment.

Relapse After Conversion (00:27:08)
Despite his conversion, Steven relapses after moving back in with his second wife.

Cycle of Addiction (00:31:03)
He discusses the recurring pattern of addiction and the consequences of his choices.

Journey to Opelousas (00:53:29)
Steven describes his decision to travel to the Refinery Mission in Opelousas, Louisiana, as a turning point.

Finding Freedom in Christ (01:03:48)
Steven expresses the importance of seeing oneself through Christ's eyes rather than through personal shortcomings.

Closing Thoughts (01:11:48)
The speakers express gratitude for Steven's story and encourage listeners to seek redemption.