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The Redacted Apostate

Redacted Apostate

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Welcome the redacted apostate, your guide to life after leaving high-control groups. This channel is your compass through the challenging journey of reclaiming independence. Dive into insightful discussions, practical tips, and empowering stories on navigating a world where you must make your own decisions free from a controlling environment. Whether you've recently broken free or are contemplating the leap, join us for support, understanding, and strategies to navigate the complex internal ...
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This podcast is dedicated to all you ex-JWs out there looking for guidance on navigating life after leaving the Jehovah's Witness Its host, Dr Ryan Lee, is a former JW with a doctorate in clinical psychology and a practicing therapist, specializing in helping former JWs and other cult survivors move through the process of waking up, walking out and moving on from life in a high control religion. Dr Lee covers a range of topics relating to coming to terms and healing from religious trauma and ...
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Holy Ghosting

Meg & Sarai

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Meg & Sarai are former church kids who came of age in 80s and 90s American Evangelicalism - We are Holy Ghosting In each episode, we tackle healing from our youthful experiences and the harm we endured and perpetrated as American Evangelicals, and we laugh, we're sarcastic ladies. We're working to reconstruct a community that gives a shit about our neighbors. Join us as we work to tear down the American foundation of patriarchy and white supremacy and rebuild a better world with equity and e ...
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Permission to Live

Melissa Lyon West

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Welcome to Permission to Live, with your host, cult survivor and certified life coach, Melissa Lyon West. Hear powerful stories of women who turned their midlife crises into a badass life. We’ll share the good, the bad, and the ugly that comes when you finally say yes to yourself, and why it is always worth it. These stories, from women just like you, are messy, honest and 100% unfiltered. We'll be dropping new episodes every other Wednesday where Melissa interviews women who found the coura ...
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This episode is the first in a series of "mini" episodes entitled STRONGER. Sometimes we get so mired down in all the heaviness around leaving the org, that we lose sight of why we left in the first place; which is to grow, explore, and experience life to the fullest. The STRONGER series will be focused on all things related to building resiliency …
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Episode CW: we talk about our bodies, restrictive eating, diet culture, sexual repression In this soulful episode of Holy Ghosting, Meg and Sarai Johnson delve into the deeply personal journey of embodiment and the common struggle of feeling disconnected from our own bodies—something many of us face, especially if we grew up in high-control religio…
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Last week we came down pretty hard on all you "nice" guys and gals out there. This week, as promised, we bring some practical steps towards breaking this nasty habit, including mindfulness, saying yes to "no", saying no to "sorry", and the difference between "being nice" and kindness.توسط Dr Ryan Lee
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Of all the common challenges faced by ex-JWs, people pleasing is at the number one spot for most universal. We can't help ourselves. We have been wired in every way imaginable towards having this disposition. And lets be honest... it sucks It's corrosive to our sense of well being, to our confidence, and extremely detrimental to our relationships. …
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Hi Ghosties! What's your summer been like? Ours were wild! Your hosts, Lindsay, Meg and Sarai start this episode by sharing our summer experiences, personal growth and big news about the podcast. AND THEN!!!! Ekkk! We celebrate Amy Grant. We talk about her legacy and her influence on our lives, discussing our favorite album art, our desert island s…
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Andrew Tate's ideology often centers on the idea of extreme self-sufficiency and a hyper-competitive mindset. He presents success, particularly financial and social dominance, as the ultimate measure of worth. This creates an environment where followers are encouraged to adopt a narrow definition of success, which can lead to coercive control dynam…
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Discover the unbelievable rise of Amy Carlson, a woman who transformed from an ordinary McDonald's manager to the leader of the Love Has Won cult. Known to her followers as "Mother God," Carlson's reign over Love Has Won was marked by authoritarian control, extreme devotion, and delusions of divine power. In this video, we dive deep into the manipu…
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As ex-JWs, we have our work cut out for us in terms of healing. From leaving the org, to connecting with our true self, redefining our spiritual beliefs, rebuilding our community... the list goes on. All of this is even more challenging in light of the fact that we haven't really been taught how to approach self-directed growth. Today, we break awa…
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In this compelling video, we delve into the dramatic journey of Andrew Cohen, a former spiritual teacher whose rise and fall present both fascination and caution. From his ordinary beginnings in New York City to his dramatic shift into spiritual leadership, Cohen’s story is a profound exploration of ambition and downfall. Andrew Cohen's Ordinary Wo…
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So you've finally reached the end of your rope. Despite all your best efforts to maintain the status quo and fly under the radar, you've reached a point where you just can't do it anymore. The pain and discomfort of hiding your true feelings has finally grown larger than your fear of leaving the organization. While this is an empowering, momentous …
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Sources: https://www.sltrib.com/religion/2024/08/06/latter-day-saints-have-more/ whole fat fighters video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HesVESE5Gdg Why do Latter-day Saints undergo cosmetic surgery more often than other Americans? A new study from Brigham Young University researchers reveals surprising insights into how Latter-day Saint culture …
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There was a time in my life when I rolled my eyes at the idea of therapy. It seemed ridiculous that simply talking with someone could ever lead to any kind of real change or improvement to my life experience. I'm delighted to report that I was very, very wrong about that assessment. Today's episode is a bit of love letter to therapy. We talk about …
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Tim Bollard, EX Cia operative, or CIA Barista made new messiah after reading "Visions of Glory" Tim Ballard,Visions of Glory,Operation Underground Railroad,Human trafficking,Child rescue,Visions of Glory book,LDS Church,Mormon faith,Rescue missions,Human trafficking awareness,Child exploitation,Anti-trafficking advocate,Tim Ballard stories,Faith-ba…
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Following up on the very positive response we received from part 1, in this episode we elaborate on these ideas around setting boundaries, and cover: Knowing when to set boundaries Different ways of speaking our boundaries and helpful phrases to use How to handle it when setting boundaries doesn't go as smoothly as we'd like And finally, how to put…
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Explore the connections between the controversial Mormon book Visions of Glory and a series of shocking crimes. Visions of Glory, written by John Pontius, shows a apocalyptic visions and near-death experiences, offering a unique perspective within the Latter-day Saint (LDS) community. However, these prophetic revelations have allegedly influenced a…
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To most ex-JWs, especially those newly out, the idea of boundaries is a foreign concept. Because, for the most part, boundaries don't exist within the organization. The idea of saying "no" "that doesn't feel good" or "please don't do that" are not really in our vocabulary, and we've been programmed to think that using those phrases makes us a bad p…
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Waking up from the org can be a lonely adventure, and even more so when those in your immediate family are determined to stay asleep In response to fan requests, today's episode will be devoted to discussing how to navigate this dynamic, and some questions to consider which will help determine how to move forward. In part 1 we will discuss the best…
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Waking up from the org can be a lonely adventure, and even more so when those in your immediate family are determined to stay asleep In response to fan requests, today's episode will be devoted to discussing how to navigate this dynamic, and some questions to consider which will help determine how to move forward. In part 1 we will discuss the best…
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What is the connection between numbers and religions / cults? The number 144000 is used as a means of control and prophecy with a variety of cults and major religions around the world. Each organization uses this number to differentiate itself from the "others" This separation makes non-believers lower than the members and dehumanizes them to justi…
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How many times have we heard that "God is love"? In this episode we challenge that idea. In part 1, we spend some time breaking down challenging that claim based on what we know about god from the bible. In part 2, we will spend some time thinking about what a loving god might actually look like and play with the idea of what life might be like if …
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How many times have we heard that "God is love"? In this episode we challenge that idea. In part 1, we spend some time breaking down challenging that claim based on what we know about god from the bible. In part 2, we will spend some time thinking about what a loving god might actually look like and play with the idea of what life might be like if …
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The Shincheonji Church of Jesus, Or SCJ is an aggressive cult from south Korea. They utilize high coercive sessions masked as bible study to indoctrinate people. Shincheonji Church of Jesus, the Temple of the Tabernacle of the Testimony Thanks to our monthly supporters Cindy G yurts and things Kristie Musick ★ Support this podcast on Patreon ★…
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(This is part 2 of this episode) Most of us carry some version of the harsh inner critic. And why wouldn't we? All we have been told by the org is that we have been born bad, we can never do enough and that kindness from god is "undeserved". This abusive voice tends to dominate, interfering with our ability thrive and enjoy our lives. In this episo…
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The cult hunter, an investigative journalist who gave himself the cult hunter moniker, has revealed a dangerous cult called The Body. The Body separates families and children from their parents. It has harmful shunning policy and views children as property. Profundity Yours is a cult based on sci-fi and media. Is there a line between investigative …
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Most of us carry some version of the harsh inner critic. And why wouldn't we? All we have been told by the org is that we have been born bad, we can never do enough and that kindness from god is "undeserved". This abusive voice tends to dominate, interfering with our ability thrive and enjoy our lives. In this episode, we explore the nature of this…
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One of the more common fears I hear about from my clients is that they will unwittingly fall victim to another group or organization that doesn't have their best interests at heart. Because of this, they have trouble opening themselves up to new ideas or engaging with group situations. In this episode, we discuss the reasons why this fear is mispla…
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After Castaneda died in 1998 his inner circle of Chacmools or witches went missing. We talk about the story of Castaneda and what happened to the witches. One of them her body was found deep in death valley, but what happened to the other ones? Resources: https://www.altaonline.com/dispatches/a60923618/carlos-castaneda-cult-geoffrey-gray/ Books (Af…
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Loss of family and friends is one of the most painful aspects of leaving the org. Most of us will do anything in order to maintain those ties. But sometimes the lengths we go to keep those connections does us more harm than good. In this episode, we explore whether these ties are worth cutting or keeping, and how we might go about severing these co…
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Loss of family and friends is one of the most painful aspects of leaving the org. Most of us will do anything in order to maintain those ties. But sometimes the lengths we go to keep those connections does us more harm than good. In this episode, we explore whether these ties are worth cutting or keeping, and how we might go about severing these co…
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Was the Cult Awareness Network working as Deprogrammers or Kidnappers? https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeO_7EoE7YEjNoZXUS0oyEw/join In this eye-opening video, we explore into the controversial practices surrounding the Cult Awareness Network (CAN). Established with the noble intention of helping individuals ensnared by cults, CAN's methods often i…
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Most of us have a negative association with the word "faith". To those of us who have escaped from high control religions, the word "faith" implies blind allegiance to a harmful belief systems that creates division and doesn't hold up to the slightest scrutiny. Today, we redefine and reclaim the word faith, and talk about the importance of cultivat…
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What's better than waking up from the org? Waking and taking your friends and family with you. Sadly, this is easier said, and almost never done. In this episode we talk about the psychological mechanisms which keep people asleep, as well as a few ideas for those bold enough to try (please be warned though, in my experience it is nearly impossible)…
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A discussion about Aum Shinrikyo the Cult responsible for the 1995 Sarin Gas attack in Japan. Become a member of Redacted Apostate, and help the channel! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeO_7EoE7YEjNoZXUS0oyEw/join We discuss what is possibly the most dangerous cult that still exists to this day. From Sarin gas attacks, Uranium mines, Russian Atta…
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Sharing our story, of the ways in which we have been hurt by this organization, and our grief over challenges it has created for us is an essential part of our healing process. But sometimes, we can get a little stuck in this stage of development, and not infrequently the story we are repeating is one that perpetuates the idea that we are forever d…
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Welcome, Ghosties! This episode, "It's Good To Feel Good," brings the amazing duo of Julia and Jeremiah from the Sexvangelicals podcast to talk with Meg & Sarai about the journey from sexual repression to liberation, shedding light on how purity culture has shaped our views on intimacy and desire. We get INTO IT today, sharing personal stories and …
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Black and white, right and wrong, good and bad... This is how JWs approach the world, and it creates a real problem for those of us who enter into the world with this rigid dualistic mindset. Forget black and white. Today we learn to live in color
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Please share this with as many people as possible. Bryson Muir is the son of Colt's line backer Daniel Muir. Daniel and his wife Kristen are members of a dangerous cult called Straightway Truth Ministry which is based on Black Hebrew Israelism. According to teachings all women and children are considered property, and old testament teachings are us…
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We discuss the Victory Cult and it's origin. Putin's control and his reasoning for the invasion of Ukraine. Our discussion of high control groups. Thanks to our monthly supporters Cindy G yurts and things Kristie Musick ★ Support this podcast on Patreon ★توسط Redacted Apostate
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Black and white, right and wrong, good and bad... This is how JWs approach the world, and it creates a real problem for those of us who enter into the world with this rigid dualistic mindset. Forget black and white. Today we learn to live in colorتوسط Dr Ryan Lee
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How many times have we heard about the dangers of trusting our treacherous heart? Among the many ways in which JW indoctrination sabotages our senses and turn us against ourselves, this is one of the most insidious. It tells us not to trust one of the deepest and most important aspects of our being. Today we take some time to dispel this nasty bit …
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How many times have we heard about the dangers of trusting our treacherous heart? Among the many ways in which JW indoctrination sabotages our senses and turn us against ourselves, this is one of the most insidious. It tells us not to trust one of the deepest and most important aspects of our being. Today we take some time to dispel this nasty bit …
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In this episode, we discuss the cult of Pythagoras, and the questions that arise. The discoveries from either Pythagoras, or the cult of Pythagoras has brought about many discoveries throughout time. Music Theory, numerology, reincarnation, Helios central planetary orbit, etc.. as well as the connection between sound, art, math, and science. Thanks…
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Have you ever known some hetero Christian married couple who were together a real long time and then one of them is like, “oops, I’m gay!” and they break up? A lot of us have known folks in this position. And we also remember the fallout and the “prayer chain” (read: gossip train) buzz when these woes befell our brethren. By the way, is there such …
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Ok, so you've just left the organization. First of all, congratulations! Welcome to our ex-JW tribe! What you have done is nothing short of heroic. It takes so much bravery to make that choice, and trust us, it will be worth it. But now that you're out, you may be wondering what comes next? Where should you channel your energy and attention? Well, …
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Just when you thought your hellacious heroines, Lindsay, Meg & Sarai, couldn't possibly have more to say about YWAM, BAM! A fourth episode! This time, the call is coming from inside the house, so to speak, because Ghosties like you are sharing their YWAM experiences. Hang out with us as your Ghostie compatriots get brave and tell us the wild tales …
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Ok, so you've just left the organization. First of all, congratulations! Welcome to our ex-JW tribe! What you have done is nothing short of heroic. It takes so much bravery to make that choice, and trust us, it will be worth it. But now that you're out, you may be wondering what comes next? Where should you channel your energy and attention? Well, …
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We discuss the Happy Science cult, and the anime they produce. What is the origin story of Happy Science? Where are they now? Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/danijel-zambo/stardust License code: K1NTUCRT5RNDOMJT Thanks to our monthly supporters Cindy G yurts and things Kristie Musick ★ Support this podcast on Patreon …
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We discuss the slaying of a South Korean woman during an initiation process for a group that called itself Soldiers of Christ, this has shocked the Atlanta Korean American community. Where her body was found. #soldiersofchrist #news If you would like to support us or buy a cup of coffee, please visit our Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/TheRedacted…
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We prepared for the upcoming Netflix documentary on the 7M cult disguised as a TikTok dance channel. We talk about the 7 Mountain Mandate to infiltrate's 7 forms of modern society. What would happen if they were successful and we all lived in new Gilead? The story of shekinah church and it's impact on different lives. Source: https://theoutline.com…
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