EP48: Going back to leave differently.

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A year & a half after moving from Eagle, CO, a place I had spent 27 years of my life & a place I never thought I'd leave, I decided to venture back. My original reason for leaving was spurred on by divorce, house sale, inability to afford living there on my own, as well as a need to decompress, and so I headed to NC to spend time with my parents.Although I initially planned to head back to CO I found myself comfortable in where I was and no longer feeling the almost unbearale pull to return "home". That being said, I still had a desire to return for reasons other than just going back to see friends and possibly pick up work shifts from some previous employers.What were those reasons? I wasn't really sure. I couldn't pinpoint what was feeding my inner desire to return to the place where I felt I had lost so much. Well... now that I'm here I'm finding answers to all my questions! First & formemost I discovered I've come back to leave differently! I originally left feeling angry, sad, mad, overwhelmed, afraid, and as though I was being pushed out! I felt very much like a victim. Well now I'm going to leave on MY terms! :) But it's taken me returning to realize the purpose in my returning ;) Have YOU ever felt as though you had to leave somewhere before you were ready? Ever felt the need to return to, or revisit, a place/job/relationship/etc. that you felt you had "unfinished" business with? If so, perhaps you'll hear in this episode something that inspires you to go back and find closure so as to honestly & authentically get on with YOUR life. As of today I am truly living my BEST life! A life beyond my wildest dreams! And the coolest part is that it looks NOTHING like I thought it would/should ;) Here's to facing fear, healing, and perhaps GOING BACK TO LEAVE DIFFERENTLY :)

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